Added 4/11/05 (((A/N: I'd really like to make this into an actual song. If only I could write music. *sighs*)))

My Heart You Won't Reap

Written by Sheena C.

((1))

(((A/N: I'd have slow, kind of creepy music here. The singer's voice would be soft and low. Maybe a little gravely)))

I watch you in silence

But you don't notice

I'm starting to lose you

But you don't know this

I can't seem to tell you

I feel so selfish

You don't seem to see me

Am I so worthless?

I'm dying inside

These wounds are too wide

You're love's seeping poison

Into my veins!

((Chorus))

(((A/N: The music wold pick up and become louder and the singer's voice more strong (text)=Back up singers)))
Why Can't you smile? (Smile for Real)

You're always depressed (I know how you feel)

You're dragging me under (Please set me free)

I'm drowning in silence (Just talk to me)

Somebody save me! (I'm jumping the gun)
I can't lose this now (Away I will run)

He's starting to break me (I have to escape)

Help me somehow! (Myself I wil hate)

((2))

The first I love you's

I ever did say

I'm starting to lose you

And hell I will pay

Is there some way to stop this?

Just to lay down and die

I'm reaching to catch you

As you fall into sky

((Chorus))

Why can't you smile? (Smile for real)
You're always depressed (I know how you feel)

You're dragging me under (Please set me free)

I'm drowning in silence (Just talk to me)

Somebody save me! (I'm jumping the gun)
I can't lose this now (Away I will run)

He's starting to break me (I have to escape)

Help me somehow! (Myself I will hate)

((3))

Sitting shadow in quiet

You say you're okay

I really don't buy it

With your head turned away

I'm lost in this maze

Can't seem to get out

I'm fighting this craze

With a heart full of doubt

((Chorus))

Why can't you smile? (Smile for real)

You're always depressed (I know how you feel)

You're dragging me under (Please set me free)
I'm drowning in silence (Just talk to me)

Somebody save me! (I'm jumping the gun)

I can't lose this now (Away I will run)

He's starting to brake me (I have to escape)
Help me somehow! (Myself I will hate)

(((A/N: I'd have a musical reprise here)))

((Chorus*Back-up changed up a bit*))

Why can't you smile? (Just one last time)

You're always depressed (Be a bit more kind)

You're dragging me under (Just let me go)

I'm drowning in silence (My heart beat is slow)

Somebody help me! (Before it's too late)
I can't lose this now (It's too soon for fate)
He's starting to break me (I'm clenching my teeth)
Help me somehow (My heart you won't reap)

My heart you won't reap (Reap *Sung long and spookily with changing octives*)
My heart you won't reap (Reap)

My heart you won't reap (Reeeeeap)